So ready for it to look like this outside! :)
I had a good day today! I worked till noon and got some lunch with my mom. I think things are going back to normal..
I really dislike judgmental people.
I have to admit that I’ve judged people before. I feel like we’ve all done it. I’m not proud of it. I just wish I wasn’t so afraid of it. The only thing stopping me from being me is everyone else. I’m so afraid of what people will say and think about me. I know I shouldn’t care, but I can’t help it. I am who I am and I’m not asking everyone to accept that because that would be irrational. To think that everyone will be okay with the way I am is not the reality of the situation. I live in a small town so I know if I tell people that I’ll lose a lot of friends. People will look at me differently and treat me differently. I’m just not ready to lose my friends yet. My family would be totally accepting. I do believe that I have the best family and that God gave them to me for a reason. This turned into more than I thought it would be, so let me end this. I’m just taking things day by day.
